The fact that I have managed to completely miss out any form of connection to people or community in my joy recipe is very telling already!
I don't know if you can relate, but I have a tendency to start things with all of this energy, enthusiasm and the very definition of sparking joy only to watch myself once again erode away the joy and carefree opportunities until only internal pressure and mounting imaginary expectations are left.
Here's me trying to talk myself into understanding it.
